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SPIRIT CHILD PAL.


I HAD A FRIEND WHEN I WAS A CHILD THIS FRIEND SEEMS TO  HAVE BEEN KNOWN  ONLY TO ME . I HAVE ASKED OTHER FRIENDS FROM MY CHILDHOOD  IF THEY REMEMBER PLAYING WITH A GIRL CALLED GILLIAN A TALL GIRL WITH LONG BLONDE HAIR ?  NO ONE SEEMS TO REMEMBER HER BUT ME. I FOUND OUT MUCH LATER ON IN MY LIFE THAT GILLIAN WAS A SPIRIT CHILD AND HAD BEEN IN SPIRIT A LONG TIME BEFORE I WAS BORN.

MANY TIMES AS A CHILD WHILE I WAS OUT PLAYING I WOULD SUDDNELY REMEMBER GILLIAN.  SHE WOULD COME INTO MY MIND AND I WOULD THEN MAKE MY MIND UP TO GO AND SEE HER.  I WAS ABOUT NINE THE FIRST TIME I MET GILLIAN SHE WAS STANDING ON A DIRT PATH THAT LED DOWN TOWARDS OUR LOCAL CANAL.
THIS DIRT PATH WAS A PATH THAT LED DOWN A SLOPE AND ACROSS A LITTLE BRIDGE OVER THE CANAL.I SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN IN THIS PLACE BY MYSELF AS I WAS NEVER A GOOD SWIMMER .BUT PARENTS IN THOSE DAYS WERE A LITTLE MORE EASY GOING ON THEIR CHILDREN GOING OF TO PLAY. BESIDES WHAT THEY DID NOT KNOW WOULD NOT HURT THEM..I WAS WALKING TOWARDS THE PATH TO THE CANAL WHEN I SAW A GIRL SHE TOLD ME HER NAME WAS GILLIAN AND POINTED TO THE LITTLE ROW OF COTTAGES BEHIND.. SHE SAID SHE LIVED IN THE MIDDLE COTTAGE WITH HER MUM AND DAD.

WE PLAYED FOR AGES TRYING TO CATCH STICKLEBACK FISH FROM THE CANAL. WE WENT ON THE ROPE SWINGS AND WE SAT AND TALKED..WE GOT ON TOGETHER VERY WELL I WAS SAD WHEN IT CAME TIME TO GO.
A FEW DAYS PASSED WHEN GILLIAN CAME INTO MY MIND SO I WENT TO THE SAME PLACE TO SEE IF I COULD FIND HER ..SHE WAS THERE JUST AS IF SHE KNEW I WAS COMING AFTER THIS WHENEVER SHE CAME TO MY MIND I WOULD WALK TO THE PATH AND SHE WOULD BE THERE. TO MY CHILD MIND THERE WAS NEVER ANY CONCERNS OVER THIS I JUST DID NOT QUESTION HOW SHE KNEW I WAS COMING. ONE DAY WHEN I WENT TO SEE HER SHE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO SEE THE BIGGEST TEDDY BEAR IN THE WORLD ? OF COURSE I JUMPED AT THE CHANCE.
SHE TOOK ME TO THE COTTAGE WHERE SHE LIVED WE DID NOT GO INSIDE WE WENT ROUND THE BACK YARD . GILLIAN OPENED UP A COALHOUSE DOOR AND INSIDE WAS A BROWN AND BEIGE TEDDY BEAR THAT WAS HUGE.NEVER BEFORE HAD I SEEN SUCH A TEDDY BEAR .GILLIAN WAS ALWAYS DRESSED NICE I MUST OF NOTICED THIS BECAUSE SHE ALWAYS LOOKED BETTER DRESSED THAN ME . I THOUGHT SHE LOOKED LIKE ALICE IN WONDERLAND WITH HER LONG BLONDE HAIR AND THE HAIR BAND SHE WORE.

YEARS PASSED BY AND I KEPT UP MY FRIENDSHIP WITH GILLIAN
BUT WHEN I WAS TWELVE MY FAMILY DECIDED TO EMIGRATE  .THAT WAS THE END OF MY FRIENSHIP WITH GILLIAN.
  WHEN I CAME BACK I WAS FIFTEEN I HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT GILLIAN..
I GOT MARRIED WHEN I WAS NINETEEN AND HAD MY FIRST CHILD
AT TWENTY AFTER THAT I HAD TO GROW UP FAST AS THREE MORE CHILDREN FOLLOWED.
ONE DAY  I BUMPED INTO AN OLD SCHOOL FRIEND WE WERE TALKING ABOUT OLD TIMES WHEN GILLIAN SUDDENLY CAME INTO MY MIND. I ASKED MY FRIEND IF SHE REMEMBERED GILLIAN ..MY FRIEND SHOOK HER HEAD SHE COULD NOT RECALL A  GIRL CALLED GILLIAN AT ALL.
I KEPT ASKING  THE PEOPLE I HAD GROWN UP WITH IF THEY REMEMBERED A GIRL GILLIAN?  NO ONE DID AND  I BEGAN TO FEEL A LITTLE CONFUSED . 
MY AUNTY AND A FEW GIRLFRIENDS USED TO COME TO MY HOUSE ONCE A WEEK FOR A CHAT AND SOME WINE. ON ONE OF THESE OCCASIONS THAT I BROUGHT UP THE SUBJECT OF MY CONFUSION OVER GILLIAN...MY AUNTY LISTENED TO ME TALK ABOUT HER ..THEN SHE SAID THAT 'S LILLIAN .
I LOOKED AT HER ASTONISHED LILLIAN? I ASKED I ALWAYS CALLED HER GILLIAN..MY AUNTY TOLD ME THAT WHEN SHE WAS A LITTLE GIRL OF ABOUT NINE THERE HAD BEEN A GIRL IN THE VILLAGE CALLED LILLIAN WILLIAMS THIS GIRL HAD GONE TO PLAY NEAR THE CANAL SHE HAD FALLEN IN AND DROWNED .
I WAS NOT SURE ABOUT THIS AT ALL BUT THEN MY AUNTY SAID THAT SHE HAD GONE TO SEE LILLIAN IN HER COFFIN " SHE LOOKED JUST LIKE ALICE IN WONDERLAND SHE SAID "  I FROZE ...
COULD THIS REALLY HAVE BEEN GILLIAN?   MY AUNTY SAID THAT LILLIAN HAD A TEDDY BEAR IN THE COFFIN WITH HER .WOW !!!..I ASKED MY AUNTY TO TELL ME WHAT LILLIAN LOOKED LIKE . SHE SAID LILLIAN HAD LONG BLONDE HAIR AND ALWAYS WORE A HAIR BAND. THIS WAS MY GILLIAN.SHE HAD BEEN DEAD ABOUT TWENTY YEARS BEFORE I WAS BORN.

IT WAS VERY STRANGE FOR ME AT FIRST TO BELIEVE THE GIRL I PLAYED WITH WAS A GHOST!!   SHE WAS SOLID SHE WAS REAL TO ME, VERY REAL.
BUT WHY HAD I CALLED HER GILLIAN AND NOT LILLIAN ?
I CAME TO REALIZE THE ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION MANY YEARS LATER WHEN I TRAINED TO DEVELOPE MY SPIRITUAL GIFTS .

YOU SEE A MEDIUM IS LIKE A TELEPHONE BETWWEN THE TWO WORLDS . SPIRIT DONT GET THINGS WRONG BUT MEDIUMS/TELEPHONES DO . WHEN WE GO TO THE SPIRITWORLD WE HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE EARTHPLANE . THE WAY WE COMMUNICATE IS BY USING THE MIND WHICH IS ALL POWERFULL. ITS LIKE ME SAYING TO YOU LET'S HAVE A CONVERSATION BUT WE WONT TALK WE WILL USE TELEPATHY TO COMMUNICATE . WE WONT BE ABLE TO DO IT WOULD WE ?  WE WOULD HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO USE TELEPATHY AND THAT WOULD TAKE SOMETIME MAYBE WE WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO DO IT. SO WHEN WE GO TO THE SPIRITWORLD WE HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE MIND BY PROJECTING THOUGHTS AND WORDS INTO THE MIND OF THE MEDIUM USING TELEPATHY.THE MEDIUM THEN HAS TO TRY AND SAY WHAT THE SPIRITS ARE TRYING TO SAY AND THEY SOMETIMES GET IT WRONG. SOMETIMES THE TELEPATHY DOES NOT COME THROUGH CLEARLY . WHAT I DID NOT REALISE AS A CHILD WAS THAT GILLIAN WAS TAKLING TO ME THROUGH HER MIND NOT HER MOUTH. AND I WAS PICKING UP ON HER THOUGHTS . SHE TOLD ME HER NAME WAS LILLIAN AND I HEARD GILLIAN BECAUSE I AM A MEDIUM AND THE MESSAGES WE GET FROM SPIRIT PEOPLE DO NOT ALWAYS COME THROUGH CLEARLY THAT'S WHY WE GET IT WRONG SOMETIMES.PEOPLE THINK I AM HEARING A VOICE GIVING ME INFORMATION WHEN I DO A PRIVATE SITTING. BUT I AM NOT. I AM SEEING IN MY MINDS EYE PICTURES AND SYMBOLS THAT HAVE DIFFERENT MEANINGS, TAUGHT TO ME BY SPIRIT WHEN I WAS DEVELOPING.



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